乐文书包网

手机浏览器扫描二维码访问

第45章 tg lve（第1页）

twastheendofthedinnerthatoenedtheshootingseason。TheMarquisdeBertranswithhisguestssataroundabrightlylightedtable，coveredwithfruitandflowers。

Theconversationdriftedtolove。Immediatelytherearoseananimateddiscussion，thesameeternaldiscussionastowhetheritwereossibletolovemorethanonce。Examlesweregivenofersonswhohadlovedonce;thesewereoffsetbythosewhohadlovedviolentlymanytimes。Themenagreedthatassion，likesickness，mayattackthesameersonseveraltimes，unlessitstrikestokill。Thisconclusionseemedquiteincontestable。Thewomen，however，whobasedtheiroiniononoetryratherthanonracticalobservation，maintainedthatlove，thegreatassion，maycomeonlyoncetomortals。Itresembleslightning，theysaid，thislove。Aheartoncetouchedbyitbecomesforeversuchawaste，soruined，soconsumed，thatnootherstrongsentimentcantakerootthere，notevenadream。

Themarquis，whohadindulgedinmanyloveaffairs，disutedthisbelief。

"Itellyouitisossibletoloveseveraltimeswithallone&aos;sheartandsoul。Youquoteexamlesofersonswhohavekilledthemselvesforlove，torovetheimossibilityofasecondassion。Iwagerthatiftheyhadnotfoolishlycommittedsuicide，andsodestroyedtheossibilityofasecondexerience，theywouldhavefoundanewlove，andstillanother，andsoontilldeath。Itiswithloveaswithdrink。Hewhohasonceindulgedisforeveraslave。Itisathingoftemerament。

"

Theychosetheolddoctorasumire。Hethoughtitwasasthemarquishadsaid，athingoftemerament。

"Asforme，

"hesaid，

"Ionceknewofalovewhichlastedfifty-fiveyearswithoutoneday&aos;sresite，andwhichendedonlywithdeath。

"Thewifeofthemarquislclasedherhands。

"Thatisbeautiful!Ah，whatadreamtobelovedinsuchaway!Whatblisstoliveforfifty-fiveyearsenveloedinanintense，unwaveringaffection!Howthishaybeingmusthaveblessedhislifetobesoadored!

"

Thedoctorsmiled。

"Youarenotmistaken，madame，onthisointthelovedonewasaman。Youevenknowhim;itisMonsieurChouquet，thechemist。Astothewoman，youalsoknowher，theoldchair-mender，whocameeveryyeartothechateau。

"

Theenthusiasmofthewomenfell。Someexressedtheircontemtwith

"Pouah!

"forthelovesofcommoneoledidnotinterestthem。

Thedoctorcontinued:

"ThreemonthsagoIwascalledtothedeathbedoftheoldchair-mender。Theriesthadrecededme。Shewishedtomakeustheexecutorsofherwill。Inorderthatwemightunderstandherconduct，shetoldusthestoryofherlife。Itismostsingularandtouching:

"Herfatherandmotherwerebothchair-menders。Shehadneverlivedinahouse。Asalittlechildshewanderedaboutwiththem，dirty，unkemt，hungry。Theyvisitedmanytowns，leavingtheirhorse，wagonanddogjustoutsidethelimits，wherethechildlayedinthegrassaloneuntilherarentshadreairedallthebrokenchairsinthelace。Theyseldomsoke，excettocry，‘Chairs!Chairs!Chair-mender!’Whenthelittleonestrayedtoofaraway，shewouldbecalledbackbytheharsh，angryvoiceofherfather。Sheneverheardawordofaffection。

"Whenshegrewolder，shefetchedandcarriedthebrokenchairs。Thenitwasshemadefriendswiththechildreninthestreet，buttheirarentsalwayscalledthemawayandscoldedthemforseakingtothebarefootedchild。Oftentheboysthrewstonesather。Onceakindwomangaveherafewennies。Shesavedthemmostcarefully。

"Oneday-shewasthenelevenyearsold-asshewaswalkingthroughacountrytownshemet，behindthecemetery，littleChouquet，weeingbitterly，becauseoneofhislaymateshadstolentworeciousliards（mills）。Thetearsofthesmallbourgeois，oneofthosemuch-enviedmortals，who，sheimagined，neverknewtrouble，comletelyusether。Shearoachedhimand，assoonasshelearnedthecauseofhisgrief，sheutintohishandsallhersavings。Hetookthemwithouthesitationanddriedhiseyes。Wildwithjoy，shekissedhim。Hewasbusycountinghismoney，anddidnotobject。Seeingthatshewasnotreulsed，shethrewherarmsroundhimandgavehimahug-thensheranaway。

"Whatwasgoingoninheroorlittlehead?Wasitbecauseshehadsacrificedallherfortunethatshebecamemadlyfondofthisyoungster，orwasitbecauseshehadgivenhimthefirsttenderkiss?Themysteryisalikeforchildrenandforthoseofrieryears。

"Formonthsshedreamedofthatcornernearthecemeteryandofthelittlecha。Shestoleasouhereand，therefromherarentsonthechairmoneyorgroceriesshewassenttobuy。Whenshereturnedtothesotnearthecemeteryshehadtwofrancsinherocket，buthewasnotthere。

Passinghisfather&aos;sdrugstore，shecaughtsightofhimbehindthecounter。Hewassittingbetweenalargeredglobeandablueone。Sheonlylovedhimthemore，quitecarriedawayatthesightofthebrilliant-coloredglobes。Shecherishedtherecollectionofitforeverinherheart。

"Thefollowingyearshemethimneartheschool。layingmarbles。Sherushedutohim，threwherarmsroundhim，andkissedhimsoassionatelythathescreamed，infear。Toquiethim，shegavehimallhermoney。Threefrancsandtwentycentimes!Arealgoldmine，atwhichhegazedwithstaringeyes。

"Afterthisheallowedhertokisshimasmuchasshewished。

"Duringthenextfouryearssheutintohishandsallhersavings，whichheocketedconscientiouslyinexchangeforkisses。Atonetimeitwasthirtysons，atanothertwofrancs。Again，sheonlyhadtwelvesous。Shewetwithgriefandshame，exlainingbrokenlythatithadbeenaooryear。Thenexttimeshebroughtfivefrancs，inonewholeiece，whichmadeherlaughwithjoy。

"Shenolongerthoughtofanyonebuttheboy，andhewatchedforherwithimatience;sometimeshewouldruntomeether。Thismadeherheartthumwithjoy。

"Suddenlyhedisaeared。Hehadgonetoboardingschool。Shefoundthisoutbycarefulinvestigation。Thensheusedgreatdilomacytoersuadeherarentstochangetheirrouteandassbythiswayagainduringvacation。Afterayearofschemingshesucceeded。Shehadnotseenhimfortwoyears，andscarcelyrecognizedhim，hewassochanged，hadgrowntaller，betterlookingandwasimosinginhisuniform，withitsbrassbuttons。Heretendednottoseeher，andassedbywithoutaglance。

"Shewetfortwodaysandfromthattimelovedandsufferedunceasingly。

把沉睡的时光摇醒  每天读点好英文：人生没有太晚的开始  让我留在你的身边  每天读点好英文：沉默的长夜  茶席窥美  鉴宝：让你鉴瓷，不是让你碰瓷  再不远行，就老了2  快穿：我不可能是恋爱脑！  叛逆的灵魂（纪伯伦全集）  中国文化与中国的兵  道临异世界  中国古代哲学史  再不远行，就老了  每天读点好英文：我不爱这世界，我只爱你  欲念闪婚，我被渣男小叔揽腰狂宠  每天读点好英文：这世界缺你不可  港综：从小弟到大佬  求你明恋我  我的世界很小，但是刚刚好  无限相思无限恨：石评梅作品集